i want

dark knight posters all up on my room when i move back to los angeles.
and crash posters, and girl, interrupted posters.
i wannnnnnnt them.

and i also want. to feel NOTHING. about alexander louis thompson.
& im almost there.

its not fair to miss someone and care about them as a person, when they dont care about you! :[
its the same thing with people. its not just alex.
dont think its because he's my ex.
its because once im close to someone, i hate dealing with remote forms of rejection.
like i'll get over it, and i'll handle it.
but like its the same thing as with iliana when she stopped talking to me as much
it hurts a little. thats the same thing with alex. i miss being his friend. :/


whatever. the world, it continues spinning.

"and at the end of the day, you onlyy really have yourself, and thats honesty."