tsk, tsk

The 2010/2011 school year is approaching... you know what that means, right? Textbooks, sorority girls, two jobs, and yes... a 21 year old's fun filled senior year of college... i hope.

Let me be honest, i'm sitting here on a Saturday night (Saturday's i work 1pm-10:30pm) thinking about how i start school on Monday wondering exactly how i'm going to pull this off. I don't want to whine and complain but damn... give me a second to envy the kid who doesnt have to have a job (especially 2) and just goes to class a few times a week for class and has *GASP* free time. I mean, i have to schedule in grocery store trips, bank trips, and believe it or not- showers! The only free time i have in a week is Saturday and Sunday morning and Monday- Wednesday night past 6:30. Scratch that. Monday night is boyfriend night. Tuesday and Wednesday nights then...

Working every day has its up sides...aka MONEY. But i'm wondering how i'm going to handle this once class comes into the picture. The best case scenario is that since i'm always moving and scheduling and busy i'll do better and excel in class. I can do my homework during the downtime at the shows i work during the weekend... why not. i have nothing better to do. The worst case scenario is i fall flat on my face and fail out of college my senior year- EPIC FAIL. And i cannot afford to epic fail right now so this better mean im gonna woop out my skills and be a ROCKSTAR and pull off two jobs, a social life, and straight A's.

I feel like i'm sitting here looking out over the abyss that is the next semester and wondering...what have i gotten myself into. It's not like anyone in my life close to me is going to be in a similar enough situation to understand. Sweeeeeeetbeans.

Case in point. I need to buy myself a fucking coffee pot.