live a little

so we are having a rally this monday.
im really excited.
i love having rallies. i love standing on the corner with a sign that says something i believe in.
i love it. i love making the people in their cars think. i love standing and seeing my friends enjoy such a great experience. ive even had people tell me its influenced their lives immensely.

its just i really wish there could be more people going, ya know?
its such a great experience i wish people would take the step from inactivity to activity and attend them.
ugh.
frustration.

ijust got called that "once mormon chick thats gone bad" i liked the title.
i think its fitting. hah. but still i missss being religious. i know how bad it can be.
i know it is based on fear. and its sad, because i consider it a weakness.
i consider it something people need because they are weak.
and good christians acknowledge that they are weak and with god, they are made strong.

but im just strong period, is that so wrong?

anyway, when THE FUCK did he become moderate?!?!?! fuck.