what i miss

first kisses on driveways.
ugh. in the sunlight. during summer. awkward tippy toes and your mouth twitching cause your so goddamn nervous.

thats it.
thats the only thing i miss. :)
i love life, it totally blurs on.

im not in a rush like everyone else. i don't understand what the point is. everyone is in such a hurry to find their "future" but goddamnit im barely going to be twenty. im going to let my future find me. i just want to do everything i can so that when i look back at my life i didnt limit myself, instead i have this crazy concotion of experiences that painted my life.

but i do miss first kisses on driveways.
i just seriously...don't like ANYONE. is that so wrong? NO. i wish people would stop telling me to "get back on the horse". WTF. WHAT HORSE? WHOSE HORSE IS THIS? WHY AM I RIDING A HORSE? WHO THE FUCK MADE RIDING A HORSE SYNONYMOUS FOR DATING?! WHO THE FUCK ARE YOU?

lol anyway, out.